Nineteen days to go.

I would be lying if I said I was feeling pretty good about things, the truth is that my anxiety is currently through the roof.

Things were getting better, recently we resolved the letter situation well the Trekzone Fan Film Awards section of it, the rest doesn’t seem to be about me, sleep was beginning to return to normal.

The Avalon films will be in the honour roll after the offer was made and it was accepted, also added is the fan film series that we missed, Vance seems OK with things and the other guy is not let in because he had said that Matt is a waste of DNA and that does not meet my standards of character and our rules still apply for this year.

Speaking of name calling in the fan film world, I am well aware that AxaMonitor and The Real Truth About Axanar are doing a brisk trade in it at the moment and telling people to cool it never works but people really should cool it, things only get worse in a rush.

What has heated up tensions recently is the Jonathan Lane using Paul’s signature/autograph for a release form debacle that stems from Alec Peters deposition (fourth file down) and some who supported us when the 19 fan film makers came with their requests are wondering if the same people who signed that letter will be going to Jonathan and request better standards from him or something.

I can’t tell people what to feel or what they can do in the end, all they can do is stuff like read the deposition and determine for themselves what to do about it or choose to ignore the deposition etc. and get on with things.

I’m really nervous about these next three weeks, I constantly fear a last-minute spanner in the works, I always dread waking up in the morning and looking at my iPad to see if I have received any bad news.

Matt is confident that things will be alright, we have a plan if things go a little pear shaped and even if they do go terribly pear shaped, a plan exists that will see us still able to carry out a great awards show.

Until next time, be good to each other.

– Chuck